I’m starting to get more aggressive, I almost killed my two pet Guinea pigs the other day. Luckily I stopped myself from proceeding, I hate myself. I’m disgusted with myself, I shouldn’t even be alive, I don’t matter. All I do is cause pain around me. I know for a fact that one day I’ll snap and hurt everyone in my life physically or mentally, it’s just the matter of time.
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no u smh
Please give your animals to someone who isn’t going to go all psycho and kill them. If you have even an ounce of compassion in that body of yours. Get yourself some fucking help while you’re at it. It’s sounds like deep down, hurting someone is what you actually desire to do. “It’s only a matter of time” you said. You want it. You know that you can help yourself right? It’s not hard. You sound like a child, so it’ll be even easier for you. Go to your guidance counselor or principal. Tell them your feelings and there’s some free therapy for you right there. The remedy is so easy, but you don’t want that, do you? That’s why you haven’t done anything to help yourself. You want to feel the way you do because you think it makes you special. Really think about it. I’m right, aren’t I? HahahahahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!