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hey, im a girl who falls in love very quickly… 2 days i went 2 school and there was a new guy, i directly fell for him and said: i must meet him, in anyway!
so when the teacher called my name, he looked for me, and when he saw me (i was watching him all the time) i smiled, and he smiled in return. the next day, we went to the cafeteria, and there i saw him, i said hi and smiled, he replied, and went out. yesterday we had course, so i always had a reason to go near him (he was in front of me). then one of the times i went there… i was talking with his neighbor and saw he was observing us, so i started to chat with him! i really really want to date him, but idk if he feels the same way, i thought of letting him a little bit of time, but im afrait tht in between, he dates someone else! and idk if he already has someone either… a guy like him… <3

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We do silly things when we are teenagers. I was engaged to get married right after high school. My husband had already graduated and had joined the service. He left thinking I was pregnant as I had missed my period.
Fact is shortly after he left, with all the stress I must have either delayed it or miscarried as I had a terrible bloody flow for a couple of days.
Well of course I couldn’t tell anyone, but this cute guy I went to school with noticed I was myself and he was so nice and understanding and in the process of cheering me up we flirted and I confided in him and we became close and next thing we were making love after school almost every day. Knew it was wrong, but it felt right and then I got pregnant by him. I was ready to break off my engagement because he wanted me but shortly before we told anyone he died in a motorcycle accident. So I just ended up marrying my BF.
The guy that died was an only child and his parents were grieving; it was so sad. It took me about two years to get up the nerve and because I was home on vacation I went to see his parents. I think that they were a bit confused by the visit, even though they knew that their son and I were close friends I don’t think that they suspected that we had slept together.
Though I think that the mother did once she looked my son who I named after him. I was really doubting if this was the right thing to do until she took my hands in hers and asked me what I wanted to say and then I just blurted it all out and we hugged and cried. Then they showed me pictures of “M” when he was that age, and my “M” was the spitting image of him.
His new grandpa couldn’t stop holding, it was very emotional scene.
for years they would send me money so I could come home and visit my family, and so “M” could see his other grandparents. I kept them updated and sent a lot of pictures.