im all alone…..even when everyones showering attention n love…..i cant get past feeling alone no matter what…i need a shrink
I felt good last night, so I didn’t go to bed until 00:30, now I feel like sh’it because I only slept 6 hours. It didn’t cross my mind last night that I would feel so awful today because of lack of sleep, but now it makes sense. Everything has consequences, get used to it and deal with it.
I know I have sleeping problems and should have realised that even if I didn’t have to wake up until 9, I wouldn’t actually sleep the full block anyway because I always wake up in the night or early hours.
I don’t even know where to start. It feels like everything about this year has been awful and I want this year to be over. I want to skip to the good part– but I don’t know what the good part is, what that means or what that looks like.
