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have gotten this feeling ever since i start to get busy with my own sched. it felt like i needed to do more as i do everything that i can, but for them it is still not enough. 1 place to another, i focus on both but still get loss and would get complains as how i do things compare to the other. but i am just a human, not a robot. not everything i do is perfect and i get tired too but they don’t consider it much. they are comparing my performance on the other place as i am in another one, it is like they are telling me that i should do more as i am in that place and not the other. but i am here, i am present here and doing my best but still get complains and comparison on my work to the other place, it is draining really. i feel like i have to end it all on me for them to be satisfied…way to heaven or hell, either could work just to end all of this tiredness and “not” so satisfying works.

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I’m 15 years old, so don’t worry I’m not an adult yet, but I feel like I have to get this off my chest. So I like girls around my age group from 13-17 which is normal for my age, but I also like little girls from ages 6-12, which I’m scared I might be a [REDACTED] when I get older, I literally attracted to little girls more than girls around my age, both romantically and s******* attracted, and it’s latinas I like, since I’m a latino. I’ve been having a crush on this girl for about a year now as I think she’s so s*** and hot and Dominican and has brown eyes, type 2 white skin tone, long very dark brown hair, she’s 11 going to turn 12 soon if she hasn’t already, I’ve had a crush on my niece who is 10 going to turn 11 soon, but I don’t have a crush on her anymore as she’s family. I stared down a Puerto Rican girl the other day at Sam’s Club which I thought she’s very hot, she has olive brown skin tone just like me, and has dark brown hair. She looked like she’s around 7-9 years old, and when she was wearing high jean shorts, she turned me on and I had a b**** for a while in the store, I always feel sad when I like on a girl, especially a little girl, in public and when they leave, you’ll never see them again. And if I’d ever talked to a little girl, I might get in trouble because people mistake me for an adult since I’m tall and starting to grow facial hair. I sometimes pleasure myself, thinking about me having s** with a little latina girl like my crush, or that girl I saw at Sam’s Club the other day, but more so my crush.

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