I've been in a relationship for almost 6 years now. However, I have been in touch with my ex from 10 years ago. For the last 10 years, we've been talking

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I’ve been in a relationship for almost 6 years now. However, I have been in touch with my ex from 10 years ago. For the last 10 years, we’ve been talking to each other on and off. Although our talks are random topic and we both have no plans of coming back together, I don’t feel guilty about it because I know, for myself I am not cheating. He’s also in a relationship and he has plans on marrying his girl. But my realization is, I know my feelings for him is still there, it was never lost. We just decided not to be together because of many reasons. I don’t know about him, all I know is we talk and he doesn’t feel the same as he was the one who initiated the break up. We are friends with a past. I just can’t help but think,’if one thing could’ve been different, would we have rode the tides together’. I know what I felt for him was real and strong feelings. Fate was just our enemy.

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I’m 15 years old, so don’t worry I’m not an adult yet, but I feel like I have to get this off my chest. So I like girls around my age group from 13-17 which is normal for my age, but I also like little girls from ages 6-12, which I’m scared I might be a [REDACTED] when I get older, I literally attracted to little girls more than girls around my age, both romantically and s******* attracted, and it’s latinas I like, since I’m a latino. I’ve been having a crush on this girl for about a year now as I think she’s so s*** and hot and Dominican and has brown eyes, type 2 white skin tone, long very dark brown hair, she’s 11 going to turn 12 soon if she hasn’t already, I’ve had a crush on my niece who is 10 going to turn 11 soon, but I don’t have a crush on her anymore as she’s family. I stared down a Puerto Rican girl the other day at Sam’s Club which I thought she’s very hot, she has olive brown skin tone just like me, and has dark brown hair. She looked like she’s around 7-9 years old, and when she was wearing high jean shorts, she turned me on and I had a b**** for a while in the store, I always feel sad when I like on a girl, especially a little girl, in public and when they leave, you’ll never see them again. And if I’d ever talked to a little girl, I might get in trouble because people mistake me for an adult since I’m tall and starting to grow facial hair. I sometimes pleasure myself, thinking about me having s** with a little latina girl like my crush, or that girl I saw at Sam’s Club the other day, but more so my crush.

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Why is it so important to people in power to control my feelings and desires? Don’t they realize we are as driven by s3xual needs as they are? Nobody coerced or gave me carnel knowledge it came from my DNA. I felt the need to share my g******* at an early age. I at 7 lost my virginity straddling our blue heeler pushing his cute little pink p3nis inside my P()ssy, it grew rapidly impaling me to extents that scared me. I now know I wasn’t an evil s***, I was a natural uninhibited human with desires I now understand. If I want a baby by the most important people in my life why is it anyone else business? We can’t help who we fall in love with but we also have desires to be impregnated, not always by the same man we feel secure enough with to marry. Why do we let Social Norms out weigh our instinctive desires? It really turns me on thinking about being impregnated by my incestuous desires, my husband isn’t god in bed but he likes to watch. We are going to let nature take it’s course, who ever it maybe but he likes seeing me with daddy most then his dad then my brothers.