I think your mother should of had more cut off your c o c k when she had you circumcised. It’s excellent that she had your thing cut, peeled, trimmed and date stamped. It’s her choice, not yours.
She should have you castrated too. The trans movement is very popular right now. Trans activism is in full swing and there are lots of doctors that would be happy to de-ball you to help complete your transition. You can be mommy’s gelding.
Every red blooded boy really wants to be a girl. Since you are so emasculated in her presence then here’s your opportunity to make it official. Ask her to neuter you. She’ll understand your request. I bet there was lots of red blood when they circumcised your c o c k. Did you watch? Did you see the blood? Did you pass out? Was mommy there?