I know you believe I somehow deserve how my life ended up. I know my solitude and pain give you joy; That I’m some awful, irredeemable person while someone else get put high up on the pedestal…and you’re free to think that I guess. I have never thought that about you, but everyone is entitled to their opinion I guess.
I really do care about you though, even though I know you don’t want to hear from me . That’s ok 🙂 I’m around if you ever do need something tho. Feel free to reach out . I miss you .
PS: today’s been a little blah. I’d sure appreciate any good vibes or strength you can send my way. I love you
