never wanted you to know I was bi or had feelings for you. I know where your from, and don’t have those inclinations . The whole thing is embarrassing and not something I expected or wanted to happen. I really do understand why that might be awkward and can understand the hesitancy of meeting up again . I hope you’ll take the compliment for what it’s worth though that you truly are a beautiful woman. I’m dying to see you again and give you a hug again I see how that would be uncomfortable though.
And I can understand why it would be hard to forgive me but that’s not something I wanted to discuss here. I really miss talking to you I don’t mean to be disrespectful if you don’t feel the same I’m sorry about that. I know that you care and miss me too but I’m fairly certain you wouldn’t answer even if I tried. I’m lonely too and I really miss you… But not because I’m lonely. I just miss having a genuine conversation. I wish it was possible to talk god I would call you right now. I miss you. You aren’t less than me I adore your company. You’re one of the most interesting people I have ever talk to I never feel bored. And you’re very intelligent you’re funny. You have no idea how much I love spending time with you
