I’m burying myself a hole. I don’t care for the same things anymore. I lost the feeling of love for my friends and maybe my family. I scratch myself to make sure I’m not numb. I sleep a lot because I have nothing else to do. I dont cry anymore because I’m too tired to do so. I gave up on my dreams because it’s too much pressure and it feels too soon. No one told it was going to be like this. I wish was young and stupid. I wish I could stop being like this.
