• 5 months ago

Kinda sucks because sometimes I want a relationship but the thought of being in one disgusts me. I don’t understand why. I got asked out yesterday by a friend of mine and it made me feel panicky and gross for some reason. I get the same feeling when people flirt with me and I’m wondering if it’s because I got molested when I was little. I hate wearing revealing clothes too, especially bathing suits. I fantasize about the idea of guys checking me out, yet when it actually happens, I just want to run. I don’t know why I feel this way. Nobody else seems to have this problem, and other girls my age already have boyfriends/girlfriends and have lost their virginity.

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