i simply think i’ll be single forever. im not being pessimistic. it’s just what i feel. i tried connecting to someone i have affection for and it’s not working. maybe, as of now, im sad about this fact, but soon, maybe i can accept it. probably do all the s***** and risky things after my family dies or when it’s time for them to go. i’ll go fully live life like a pro at being reckless. if ever i end up with someone in the middle of my reckless business, then probably, it’s just me, dreaming. hope not.
