• 4 years ago
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I feel so alone, so very alone. Though this is a vast world, full of endless possibilities and secrets to behold, I feel such a distance that parts us from one another that I can only conjure up a bleak prospective for my life.

I don’t want to be alone but I don’t know where or who to turn to. Maybe my purpose in life has slipped past my notice & is now lost to me forever? Should I just call it quits and succumb to Eternal Slumber; as I cannot see any bright future for me.

My heart yearns for adventure, passion & excitement; things that all seem impossible to me now. Funny to think that in my youth that was all I could think about; being the heroine in my adventures roaming across the lands & fighting for what I believed in.

Where is that little girl now, the one with such excitement and hope, who proudly wore those “rose-coloured glasses”? Those lovely glasses, embellished with pale & delicate petals, notions of True Love & Adventure. Oh how she basked in those beautiful & whimsical ideas that if you believed in something or someone hard enough, and persevered with whatever the cause; all would come to pass and everything would be right in the end.

Where is that past Chelsea?

Quite frankly, I miss her. I miss the girl I used to be.

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