I love my wife, but she does not inspire me anymore.
She’s having issue that are impossible for me to help her with and find myself dreaming about having an affair another woman I barely know or quite frankly want anything to do with on a romantic or or s***** level.
I don’t think we should be married anymore but I know I would die of loneliness. I’m a fat out of shape old man who squandered my youth. There’s no way I could imagine myself having a successful relationship with anyone else.
Perhaps I should just kill myself…
