To the man I thought I loved,
Are you really that unaware?
X’s and o’s and sweet nothings
Aren’t going to bring back my trust.
To be honest with you, for a change,
I don’t want you in my life anymore.
On grey days, sure, I sit and contemplate.
Never any harm in just thinking.
Is there a chance you ever truly loved me?
Should I try and right what has been wronged?
The truth is, I no longer feel anything for you.
Heaven help me, I feel nothing at all,
Even for others in my life.
Forgetting you shall be my first step in healing,
Then maybe I can live in peace.