So, I confessed to a girl in October… She already knew how I felt, but acted as if it was news to her (her friends confirmed it to me). I knew she didn’t feel the same way, but I just had to tell her. Afterwards she still wanted to be “professional” because we were still going to see each other at school. I agreed, but I couldn’t be “friends” with her because I still had feelings for her.
A week after she went on a war path (figuratively) getting into verbal altercations at school with anyone I had talked to about her (my feelings nothing negative). This happened again about a month later. She kept giving nasty looks to one of the girls, which led to another verbal altercation. I don’t know the details of the fight, but eventually we were on “Ok” terms. She even told me that I had something in my hair and attempted to pick it out for me. We were able to be in the same general area.
She now acts as if I have the plague (I haven’t spoken a word to her, or done anything to her). She refuse to sit anywhere near me, her friend refused to sit near me, and she’ll overtly express that she can’t be around me. Although, every time she sits in the atrium, she always has a clear line of sight to me. But, she will continue to avoid me if our paths cross at school. She avoids all eye contact with me. She literally acts as if I’m a devil for my confession (literally, that’s the last thing we spoke about to one another) although we were good. I’ve been professional towards her.
Fast forward to day, It was my birthday, and everyone wished me a happy birthday but her. Our paths crossed, and she knew it was my birthday (someone announced it), but she avoided me like the plague again. She looked at me, then put her hood over her face to avoid me. I don’t care about the “happy birthday”, but I do care about the blatant disrespect. I know I messed up by telling her, but I don’t think I deserver this… I just don’t get it.
I don’t get it….
