I just want to share my feelings,
So I am a 20 year old boy and I have only one dream is to become a scientist
So I take admission to bachelor of science (b.sc) and I am trying my best to get good understanding of the concepts and also to good marks…
And I am thinking I am failing in both !
4 days ago I had my physics paper, I studied really hard for it but last day before exam I can’t recall most of the things.
Even After doing after hardwork I didn’t get as much outcome !
I don’t know what went wrong with my study pattern or what but I loss…
Since after that exam I am not getting joy in anything (even in the things I usually enjoyed )
I am getting self doubt like may be I am not smart enough to be a scientist !
I am feeling really hopeless and depressed.
I have decided vacation like
*to do a online certificate course in this
* to clear up some basic on khans academy
* Have fun
But now I don’t wanted to do anything … I just wanted to sleep !
That exam just make me question my dream , my ability , my life
I hope I will get out of it as soon as possible
I am feeling little bit better by sharing my thoughts !