I dont know what to say. Yeah. Like, yeah. Do you ever feel, want to tell and talk about something but explain it was another challenge for you? I used to think, everythings gonna be okay. For this moment at least. I am a student. Everyone going through the same thing before or right now. I hate being myself too. Theres a lot of beautiful girl in my school, and i wish i can be like them too. Beautiful hair, shining skin, tall, skinny, likes by everyone. Ok, tell me i am so immature. You might say i just need attention, and bla,bla,bla. Say it. Its not funny. Seriously. I am not even a good student. Never got any award or being the top student. I am good for nothing. I just need someone to hug me and said youre fine. I need someone to understand, of what i’ve already been through. I felt guilty to myself to everyone. I wish i was sick. I wish i am beautiful. I wish my crush loves me back. I wish he notice me. I wish he will come to me and said youre beautiful and i like you. I wish and i wish but i am a loser, fatty, stupid, annoying girl. Its hurt. I dont want to anyone to read this. I dont want people keep judging me. I judge myself enough. Teacher, i know you hate me. I burden you a lot. Please forgive me. I dont want to be ‘greedy’ anyway. I tried not to be annoying anymore. Mom, i am sorry for everything dad thanks for helps me a lot. To my friend, Marvela, thanks for listen to me everyday, Mariana, thanks for accompany me every single day, Owen, youre awesome. I hope i can talk to you and be your friend. I hope youre doing fine. Thank you.

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