I wish I was white. I wish I was that type of girl with beautiful bright eyes, like in the colors of blue, green, hazel, or grey. Mine are a boring brown. Wish that I could have interesting hair, with blonde, red, or even light brown hair. No, I am given dark brown. Also wish I could have pale skin, and freckles are beautiful too. I wish I could be a pretty white girl and be treated better, and be part of society. But I am Middle Eastern, and I’ll always be an outcast.
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Well, I know the sting of feeling naturally inadequate, but look on the bright side. As civil rights settled into 20th century America, white women started fetishizing the hell out of black men. They were exotic, they were new, they were taboo, they had their own unpredictable little quirks bland boring old white men didn’t. It was called the Jungle Fever. And now, with the shifting tides of Western/Muslim relations, history’s repeating itself, this time with Middle Easterns. I cannot tell you how many young Middle Eastern/Muslim men and women I’ve met who have unabashedly cucked the everloving hell out of white wives and husbands. Get yourself caught in that pandemic and you’ll never feel insecure about your background again.
everyone wants what they don’t have, we’re on total opposite ends of the spectrum. but you sound beautiful to me.
thin blonde or red hair isnt interesting once youve seen it a few times, brown eyes are beautiful, and freckles may look cute in a few pics but are not fun irl and limit makeup styles. on the beauty side of things i think you will eventually realize you are much better off than a lot of the white girls you may currently be jealous of – but its a legitimate feeling to want to be treated better and on par with your peers. this in no way makes up for it, but its something to know, we are privileged through our unique experiences of poor treatment and we are wiser for them. you will see through social bullshit that others cant understand and know the truth there. you will be better at telling good people from bad with gut feelings.