The anger I feel inside.. That’s been piling up and being put in a space of my mind I’ve kept locked up until recently it’s like the walls are cracking and the doors are breaking open and everything is going to explode all at once and I’m terrified for my loved ones because when it happened last time I ended up on a two week rampage and did a s*** ton of drugs and became a stripper from my manic episode.. I lost myself so deep I stayed there
