I’m falling for him again. I can’t do this. Out all the people in the world, I decide to fall for my best friend? Holy f*** bro what is wrong with me tbh😠I met him in gr. 6 and we got closer this year in february. I started liking him that same month. I stopped liking him after like july or june, but now i’m developing feelings again. aAAAAGHHHdnjdnd if i were to describe why i like him, it’s because he’s not only funny and has a green flag personality, but he’s pretty good-looking as well? I don’t like him only for his looks. I really aim for personality in a person. Appearance is a bonus. It’s just that when I’m with him, my mouth suddenly talks freely and I feel happy with his presence. I really hate talking with people. Think of this. I was shopping with my father and he told me he’s going to go get an item that’s across the aisle. So i wait by the cart. The fear and discomfort i feel being in public scares me. Being alone with all those eyes around me makes me feel afraid. I’m really awkward as well. I am horrible at talking to people, and I get really nervous. But when I’m with him, it feels like all that fear and discomfort never existed. I feel like myself. I can be who I am with him. He’s really kind. He’s caring. But the thing is, he has a lot of friends that are girls. So I’m not the only one.hahahahaha. He grew up with sisters so he naturally gets friends that are girls. So,idk i hope i lose these feelingd.
