• 1 year ago
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I’m afraid of my father. Whenever he shouts my heart beats so fast. My lips quiver, and i tremble with fear. He decided to adopt 2 puppies. But since they are puppies, they are extremely loud and whine all the time. He treats the puppies like he used to treat me. I don’t know what to do. He hits the dog and cusses at them. He has never physically harmed me, but did scar me emotionally. He has diagnosed anger issues and depression. Well, the depression part is gone since he moved into a new environment. He hated living in UK. So we moved to his home, the Philippines. I was raised to be obedient. To be afraid. I was disciplined with fear and anger. He’s doing the same to the dogs. I’m scared. I’m so scared. What if he’ll get so angry when I do something wrong and he’ll hit me? What if i just kill myself before he does that? Idk, im alsp diagnosed with depression because of him, and because of living in the philippines. I dont want to live in fear anymore.

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