• 2 weeks ago

i broke up with my girlfriend 7 months ago because i thought i was going to kill myself and i wanted to distance myself from as many people as possible to minimize the hurt. she was so good to me, so much more than i deserved. i never told her the real reason i wanted to end things, just that i was stressed and felt like i couldnt give her a relationship she deserved. i didnt kill myself when i thought i was going to, i even got better for a couple months, but now i think im going back into crisis and i feel hopeless. i have nobody to talk to because i hate the feeling of someone worrying about me, i want everyone to forget about me and my problems and let me either give up or figure it out.