• 4 days ago

Ive been with my partner for 3.5 years, because of covid and burnout I’ve been unemployed for almost 10 months now and I feel like my partner resents me for it despite him accepting me going to school instead of working. Lately I’ve been considering unaliving myself & everyday I get a bit more numb to the idea of it and I’m almost certain he’d move on rather quickly if I just disappeared.
I honestly feel good about my decision writing this out, I don’t know if I should be scared or if I even can reach out to anyone because I don’t believe there is anyone who would want to help me and that I deserve this. This is what’s right to do, thank you for reading this far & I hope life is much kinder to you than it ever was to me.