I am in constant pain. It migrates. My test results always come back as clear, which maks me look and feel crazy. Tonight my left abkle is swollen, hot to the touch and has crippling pain radiating from the center of my ankle joint. My dog is dying and it is breaking my heart. My work life is hell because of a shitty supervisor. I want this month to hurry up and be over, but that makes me feel horrible because I know my dog probably won’t be around.
I am a wreck and only feel worse typing this because I feel like even more of a burden admitting it. Other people have it so much worse than me, So I usually shut up and bottle it up.
I know I am loved. But I feel so lonely, tired and defeated all the time now. I just want to move to the woods and disappear.