Charlie Tom. Rowan. Mr. Tanuki. Ugly Meat. Whatever you’re calling yourself now, please, please come back into my life. I know I don’t deserve you; I know I was a coward and my cowardice hurt you.
I know you hate me, kiddo, and that’s okay. I hate me too.
I ruined the best thing that could have happened. I fucked things up with the most amazing person I ever met.
If, by some insane miracle, these words reach you…Please. please get in touch through IG or text. You know how to find me.
You know who this is.
Please, Charlie.
