• 3 years ago
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I am 19 years old and I am afraid to leave home, therefore getting a job is very difficult for me, my family of three and I are living in the United States as undocumented, I am not proud of anything but we had no other option, you know some of us just always go wrong and we have to try to do anything in order to survive, that is why we came to this country. Now you see, I try to find a job that I can do from home because, as I said, I am terrified to go out and being among many people, so I researched and found good jobs online, but since there is always something that ruins my plans, I realized that for all work you have to declare and pay taxes, and as I said I do not have papers in this country, my mother hired a lawyer to handle our case but that takes a long time and I want to help my mother with the cats and I feel miserable and powerless for not being able to go out and have a job like any normal person. I was I have been investigating and although there are many ways to solve my problems, I have no possibilities or opportunities taking into account my situation, the only thing I could do is get married but if I never leave home it is impossible to meet someone besides that I am not good at interacting, for now I just go to bed every night wishing that the next morning something or someone could save me but Every day is the same, nothing happens, I don’t know by what means or where to seek or ask for help, I don’t know what to do, I’m afraid to think that my little family could be my fault, I don’t know, I don’t want to think about it, I really love my mother and my little sister, I want to help them but in my conditions I cannot and every time I find a possible solution everything is immediately ruined, you know I want to do theI really love my mother and my little sister, I want to help them but in my conditions I cannot and every time I find a possible solution everything is immediately ruined, you know I want to do the good things, not doing something that later I may regret or something that leads me to a bad place, I mean trying not to do anything illegal so to speak, I’m not a bad person … I just didn’t have luck

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