My pain is invisible because it’s emotional. Also- I’m a drug addict but no one will help me because the drug is oxytocin and all I have to do is think about someone to make it get me high. And it’s s t i l l r u i n i n g m y p l a n s m a n y y e a r s l a t e r because I obsess over people. And no one can see that I obsess over people, because my obsessing is strictly limited to inside my head. Stupid obsessive thoughts. I’m addicted. I didn’t try to be addicted… This has been going on since I was a kid, but now I am trying to figure out how to stop because ITS NOT HELPFUL and its VERY DISTRACTING!
