• 3 years ago
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I lie to everyone.. they think I’m ok .. but I’m not .. I constantly call my family . I drive them crazy . I’m soo paranoid of loss .. on edge .. hyper vigilant. I can’t seem to find peace. Just a feeling of doom and gloom .. I hate being this way . It’s gotten worse with age . I have 0 coping skills right now . I just get thru the endless days that seem to be dull. Everyone is in masks .. no one has smiled at me in almost a year .. that I’m able to see .. it’s killing me . I miss a normal life . I miss church . I miss .. everything. I lost sooo much . I’m having a pity party for myself . I hate feeling soo sad .. it could almost just about kill me .

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