I miss my friends that died . I miss them sooo much . I feel alone . I just can’t seem to make new friends.( haven’t tried ) I’m so withdrawn and shut down. I have no idea how to even know where to begin to rebuild my life and make new friends . I just want to lay in bed and cry . I do not have a job . Only minimal money . I am soo broken right now. I need to work but feel soo unstable and extremely moody. I just have no idea how to feel alive again .
