im going to kill myself. not sure when but i know its soon. my mother hates me and my father is already out of my life because he was abusive – she blames me for taking the love of her life away from her. tonight i sent an email to my school without talking about it beforehand with her and she tried to hit me – the only reason she didnt is because i basically ran away. theres nothing left for me and im sick of hurting like this all the time, i have no one and i never will at this rate.
