It’s always my best friend thats noticed. “Oh Morgan! Come look at this!”. What about me? I thought I was your friend. I’ve known you the same amount of time she has. Why isn’t it ever about me. I know I sound conceded, but I am constantly ignored. I have no friends at school that are just mine, it’s always me and Morgan. I love her, but it makes me want to scream. I’ve been at school with lots of these people since the 5th grade. I have been nothing but nice to these girls, and all I get is ignored. I can’t connect with boys since I go to an all girls school which s****. Next year I’ll have to leave my school to go to high school, but I’m scared it will just be a repeat of these last few years. “Morgan, you’re so funny!”. What about “Hey (my name), you’re a really great friend” or “hey, you’re really nice”. All I want is appreciation. All Morgan does is make suicidal jokes, laugh at other people, and reuse jokes that she found on the internet. I feel horrible writing all these things, and I probably don’t deserve to be her friend. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I must be a s***** person to be ignored all this time. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I help people, I give compliments, I don’t tell secrets, I don’t gossip, I give homework answers, I make jokes that don’t offend anyone. I don’t understand anymore.
