me and my bsf of two years kinda hooked up two times (we kinda knew we liked eo) and than we decided to be in relationship but that didnt work out bc he said he wasnt ready but he was sure for about his feelings and than we had huge fight and day after he showed up under my window (he walked 45mins) at 5am just to see me and to apologize for what he said and did and i only went out for 5 mins bc i was afraid of my parents seeing me and now i dont know when we will have another chance to talk and see eo(long story) so i cant get over the feeling i have rn cause i couldve gone out for longer than 5 mins but idk why didnt i :((
