• 2 months ago

the worst feeling is being replaced ,, especially by your own mother
as soon as reggie was born i was no longer a thought let alone a priority
she didnt love me and i knew it but i couldnt help but cling on to that last slither of hope that i was appreciated i shouldnt have.

that hurt me the most when i finally let go of that chance that she loved me i started cutting that was october 2019 ,, i only recently hit my longest clean streak yet , 1 month ,, im so proud but so many times i have been on the verge of relapsing ,, I HATE people ngl