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years ago,my uncle raped me when i was a little girl, he was living with us, unemployed, drunk all the time

he used to come to my bedroom every night and do these bad things, and i was terrified because he threatened me that if i told anyone he would kill me

h grew up later and got married but i still do remember the whole thing, i even had difficulties (s***** matters) with my beloved husband in the beginning of our marriage, and it was all related to my childhood terrible experience

last year my uncle passed away, and i visited him before he die, he was very ill with a liver and lung cancer, and though i was comforting him with few words, but I was happy from inside to see him in that situation

i tried for forget and forgive, but i can't

at some stages in my life, i was even thinking of killing him, i used to dream that I'm killing him with all taht hatred and revenge

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I am 22 and just got my first job, so put on my best dress and heels and made sure my makeup was great etc… I don’t have a car yet, so I rode the bus the 3 miles to my office.

No room to sit, I stood and grabbed a handle for the ride. More and more people got on the bus and we were all pretty close. Then I felt it, and old man in a suit behind me, we feeling my a**. I turned around and glared at him and he just smiled.

I turned around again and again I felt his hand on my a**. I was resolved to ignore him the final 2 miles to my stop. He rubbed his hand all over my bottom, and then reached under my dress and was rubbing my p******. I was not wearing pantyhose (who does these days) so I was rather exposed with my dress lifted and his hand rubbing me.

My body betrayed me, and I felt myself getting wet. Somehow, this idiot feeling me up was exciting me. I just stood there, angry, embarrassed, humiliated, and somehow s******* excited. I noticed other Men were watching him feel me up and saw that I was allowing him to do it… Free Pass right? Sure enough another Man moved closer, and reach up and started feeling my chest and breasts. He was cupping them, and pinching my n****** that were now hard in my thinly padded bra.

The Man behind be, reached between my thighs and realized I was wet there, I could feel his fingers rubbing me and trying to find a way past my underwear…. finally it was my stop, the door opened and I stepped out of the bus to go to my first day at work…

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