• 3 years ago
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this year has been nothing but hell for me. I lost the love of my life a couple months ago, I really fucked up and never expected him to leave me. I’ve tried to kill myself a few times now but I was never brave enough to go the full length. Like I wouldn’t take enough pills so I would just sit with the side effects the next day. But a week ago I took around 60 maximum strength sleeping pills, I was sure that would be it for me. I woke up 26 hours later with a raging headache, disappointed that I was still here. The pain that break up caused me was unbearable and traumatizing. I’m doing better now, but not by a lot. I’m very lonely and can’t help the thoughts that come into my head sometimes.

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