• 3 weeks ago

I detest my mother, I’m so deeply conflicted between very limited cherished childhood memories and the fury over the way I have been treated by her (and other) family members since growing up. I can never rest between all consuming rage and waiting to hear she’s on her death-bed and the hurt inside that I will never be able to express over saying, ‘thanks’ for some very special memories that have now long since passed.
Life sucks.