my parent is currently in rehab and it’s been so f****** difficult. i’ve lost friends as a result because i have ghosted most of them. that kinda made everything worse bc now i feel guilty for not being there for people i care about. i’m the therapist friend so yk how that goes – i don’t get the support back from them when i need it. my friends are also going thru s*** – breakups, relationship issues, mental health, etc. but i mentally cannot handle being in that position with them while also trying to balance school, work, and my family issues. and it’s really messed up to just stop opening their texts but i just needed a 2 week break from that since i can’t get a break with work or school. it’s so messed up and i feel so guilty but im also sick of having to act like i know everything and can solve everyones problems.
