I haven’t been feeling like myself lately. And home life is another story. Sadly I don’t have many friends to disclose my problems with. And all I seem to do whenever I’m talking with someone I consider a friend, is hurt them unintentionally. All my close friends are no longer close to me. But that’s my fault, I push them away. Because I am simply afraid of getting close with someone, and becoming vulnerable. It just hurts so much. I just want to hug someone, but I am not okay with being touched.
Maybe I am better off this way. So I do not hurt anyone.