• 4 years ago
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I’ve been scrolling the deep/dark web for a while now and I’ve seen unimaginable things (as expected) and it never really bothered me, which honestly makes me feel insane do the the fact that i show little to no emotion other than happyness. I’ve seen child p*rnography multiple times which is never a good sight to see, and as I said, it never really bothered me. So one day its probably around 1am because I live with my parents and dont ever want them knowing what I do, I’m scrolling through here looking for some insane books/theories that I enjoy getting a laugh out of when I stupidly click on a link without trying to figure out what it is first, as you can guess, Its child p*rnography and for some reason I cant click off of it, im stuck in shock because it was so unexpected. As i sat there I realized how cruel and vile this stuff is, ive seen some nasty stuff with adults but not nearly as close to what this is, and keep in mind, these are not adults. And as i realized that those girls in that picture are roughly the same age as my little cousins (obviously not my actual cousins but you get the point) I built up this rage that honestly just made me wanna kill the sicko behind this, but at the same time i just wanted to sit there and cry because ik that when those girls find out that this isnt normal, their lives will change forever. I think the biggest part of this that bothers me now is the fact that ill probably never be able to find that site again and shut it down, or do literally anything about this situation. I’ts been months now yet i can still see the exact imagine in my head of what was happening. Its like i wanna talk about this to someone but at the same time, i dont want them wondering if i was for some reason looking to find this stuff. Sorry if this is like super confusing because its my first “confession” ever but just ignore any bad gramar or any other mistakes.

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