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I am a 22 year old girl working in a popular MNC. I joined in August 2019. During my training,I was attracted to one of my HRs. He was so calm and composed and very decent that everybody literally talked about his good attitude. I like him a lot after hearing all this. During my training,I purposely volunteered to help him in his work. He treated me good. After the training got over I was put in the same location. Fortunately I saw his name on instagram and we started following each other. He used to look at me during lunch in cafeteria and so would I. Later we started talking over instagram,whatsapp and facebook. We mutually liked each other. I came to know he was a divorcee with no kids. He was not interested in second marriage since he was just out of depression.He is 14 years and 3 months elder to me. Initially I was scared but later I got very much comfortable with him.On our first meet outside,we made out in car. And then it happened many a times. I got emotionally attached to him. Nobody from his side and mine knows about this. Initially,there were talks about marriage and later it vanished. I planned to stand against anything to marry him but later did I realize that he is not ready for marriage. But he always said that he loved me a lot but he is too much society concerned. He said he couldn’t think about marriage nor leave me. At this point,we stopped talking about this and decided to live the moment.He was sweet to me. He has a female bestfriend who is married with no kids for the past 9 years.They are friends for 6 years as they work together. Her husband works in the same company but she used come and go with my guy.My guy picks her and drops her. Her husband is completely fine with that. But something was bothering me. My guy has this habit of holding on to anger and is an egoistic. Whenever we had a fight,I be the submissive one and anyway we get back together. During the quarantine we had a fight in which I let words saying that I was wasting my age and feelings on him. Its been 2 months since we spoke normally.He is not excited to text me anymore nor see me. He is completely avoiding me. He still says that he is not angry but has the pain. Amidst this ,I also heard gossips about him with his female bestfriend I mentioned. I couldn’t take it.I asked him and he said it was old corporate gossips that even her husband knows. But people say that her husband trusts her so much and she is taking advantage of it and cheating him with my guy. But my guy never bothers to listen to all this stuff but it does to me as I have always seen her clinging to him. Now that we have bad terms,my suspect is huge that what if he is interested in some other girl? I am confused. Why is he doing this to me? I am not able to forget what I had with him but he is so cool. He comes online but never opens my message. I am really worried.

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