• 4 years ago
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I constantly have the urge to self-harm via cutting again. I have been clean for a while, but eventually I couldn’t stop myself, and I relapsed a few times.

The first time I cut myself, I was 11, and I ran straight to my parents after a few days because my whole arm was covered in cuts.

My dad made me make a promise to him, a promise to never harm myself again.

I’ve broke it, by making minor scratches, and I haven’t told him. I don’t want to disappoint him.

I am now 14, and I still want to hurt myself. I even keep a shard of glass hidden, and it really hurts me. I know exactly where it is, I know where I can cut myself, and I know that nobody will find out unless I tell them.

I’m afraid.

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