well, I don't know what to say actually or where to start… All I know is that I am trapped in a maze or that maybe I am keeping myself trapped in there. I had some bad experiences on the level of relationships and I just feel that lost trust in men. They say that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, but I feel that on the emotional level, what is not killing me is only making me more vulnerable, fragile, cautious, hesitant and skeptical. I just hate it and I hate the fact that I am convinced that all guys are just either sweettalkers or jerks hiding behind a mask of a gentlemen! Can't they just be honest and REAL MEN!?