I wasn’t careful with my s***** partner and I catch a STI. And I didn’t know I had the sti until weeks later, And the guy i really love so much and really obsessing over for the past 3 months of f***** quarantine. I passed it to him and I had to tell him. I’m disgusting and ashamed of myself! But it’s curable sti. I haven’t talk to him since the incident. I tired to comment Suicide twice the last 1 1/2 months. I failed. And I blocked him. And I went my way and disappeared from his life . But yesterday he reappeared in my life again. I’m really really scared and terrified because I don’t know what he is capable of doing. I just want forgiveness and be left alone .please Leave me alone . I’m already paranoid and scared . What more do you want for me. I take for responsibility of my actions. Please please leave me alone. I’m sorry , I hope you forgive me. Please please I’m sorry . I do miss you and I still think about you everyday . I cry most nights over you . But I have to move on. I love you Aldarnis . I do, from the bottom of my aching heart. Please forgive me . Can I be yours again???
