I want to commit suicide. I am in 7th grade. I cut myself. I tried hanging myself once but the bed sheet broke. Nobody knew. I have had anxiety and depression my whole life. I have been diagnosed by a docter and am on pills but they don’t work. I don’t know what to do with my own life any more. I have no friend. I am a lesbian and constantly tormented at school. My parents love me even though they are divorced. I have a cat who is my only friend.His name is Dobby from Harry Potter. But anyways I want to just due. I want this pathetic life to end. I’m just a lesbian f*****. People around faking depression makes me sick. They think its sadness. Its more than that. It is being trapped and KNOWING that you will always be a failure and that no one will ever love or care. I have talked to suicide hotlines but I can’t do it. Nothing helps. I want to die painlessly. I don’t want to feel this way anymore. Nobody cares or even truly loves me. Within a week they would forget I even existed. I just want this to f****** end.
