I’M SUPPOSED TO BE GETTING BETTER WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE I’M ONLY GETTING WORSE? I DON’T UNDERSTAND.. I STILL WANT TO DIE MOST OF THE TIME AND HAVE LITTLE HAPPINESS SO I FUCKED UP TODAY IM SORRY BUT YOU SAW ME THIS MORNING YOU SAW HOW S***** I LOOKED AND NOW I FEEL MORE S***** BUT I BROUGHT THIS ON MYSELF IM SORRY IM SO SORRY I JUST DONT WANT TO LIVE AND IM TRYING TO FIGHT THAT BUT ITS HARD AND YOU GUYS COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND IM SORRY
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I understand. I’ve been suicidal since I was 10. I’m 17 now and I’m not all that better due to poor life choices but I can say that I don’t regret not killing my self. Even if life is miserable, it’s still worth living. I wish my truth was more positive but at least I have improved somewhat. You can too.