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I’m a girl and I’ve been trying and trying to o***** or at least feel relief after feeling h****
But I can’t and idk if it is because I was raped whenever I was younger or not
But I just can’t get satisfied and therapy is too much and I just don’t know what to do at this point and I’ve come to the reality that I’ll probably never get rid of my s***** frustrations
My boyfriend isn’t home a lot because he’s in the marines and right now he’s on deployment so I can’t talk to him about it. I don’t really know what to do