I am woman that so thirst with “how does it feel for having a husband? Yes! I have a partner but it seems like a ghost it may appear if he need you and leave you after.he is a man who creating a story and believing in his own lies.he always have excuses and making excuses all the time. He is a father but i wonder how can he do that without missing his daughter without seeing for a week? Without asking me hows our daughter?hows the school? Is she still have diapers or milk? His reason is busy for finding money but money cannot buy happiness. I cannot imagine what kind of man he is. He dont even listen if i tried to talk to him his reason he dont want to be stress and arguments. Thats why i am thirst for having a husband to let me feel everything. But who can accept me for i am a single mom and no ovary? Yes life is so unfair but i believe if you do not know how to deal with life then thats how you think life is unfair. I wanted a happy family a house a hisband who is there for us but i cannot get that. All of my thinking is to focus and raise my daughter will but i cannot deny that sometimes i feel so empty i feel like i am miserable and sometimes my tears just flowing if i saw a family together having a quality time, seeing them happy. And just say to myself i hope me too can have thatðŸ˜ðŸ˜
