• 2 years ago

I’m lonely all the time, my emotions are always disturbed and unregulated. Autism is overwhelming. I have no friends, I have always come off as dumb and mean to others. I have tried a lot for 30 years to understand what is the secret for making friends. I gave up and now I’m all alone, need to talk but there is no one.i keep failing to talk to person in front of me even when they are willingly making efforts to communicate, then they think I’m odd and I’m just ignored. I want to shout!! But there is no one to hear. I just need a hug , I have been lonely all my life. I wish there was someone, just one who were like me and liked me the way I’m.no mocking my music choices and taste. I curse my parents for birthing me, wish they just killed me before birth!