I have had so many bad experiences with friendship that I am almost tempted to call it quits and just…stop. Friendship isn’t my thing, relationships isn’t my thing- I know it is partially my fault that I’ve had such bad experiences as well, but I am honestly tired of trying.
I don’t want to go to the counsellor, I don’t want to talk to anyone, I don’t want to mend my friendships, I don’t want anything, I just want to die.
I cutted on impulse, after several months of not cutting. The blood stopped very quickly, I assume because of the adrenaline, but I hope it wouldn’t.
I’m so done with this entire ‘friendship’ bullshit.
I don’t want to do this anymore.