I tried to kill myself 3 times the first time was by hanging, but the rope broke. Second was getting hit by a truck, but dismissed it cause i thought ill inconvinience a lot o people specially the driver and his/her family. Lastly, hanging (again) but i thought to myself.. “my mom would be very disappointed and i might cause a secere sadness / trauma to everyone around me.so here i am enduring the pain of my existance for everyone.
